my heart is screaming but the words don't translate.

"I will be ok, of that I have no doubt.
It's the road to that destination I'm worried about.
How to let go of something I'm so certain of
Bending, breaking, under the weight of love."

a long time ago i prayed for patience. Abba delivers.
but it is not easy.


"Allison, no one ever knows that anything's wrong with you. You always seem so put together, so strong."

i promise that one day, i will be able to write again. i've posted a lot of unfinished thoughts lately. i fully intend on actually writing what i say i will, but i'm not done learning it yet, although i pray every day that i can be.